Like an outsider; not accepted.
How would you describe an outsider?
An outsider is a stranger — someone who doesn't fit in, or someone who observes a group from afar. An outsider stands outside the group, looking in. If you go through high school without belonging to any particular group — you're not a jock, a nerd, or an artist, for example — you might feel like an outsider.
What part of speech is outsiders?
OUTSIDER (noun) definition and synonyms | Macmillan Dictionary.